Sunday, January 9, 2011

when I were young !!!

hmmm,,,ntah secara tetibe nyer,,,sedang sedap2 online,,,tibe2 aq terpikir psl crita2 zaman2 sekolah dlu,,,
mmg series aq xsedar kot,,,tibe2 tringat benda cmtuh taw2 aq dh pown bukak profile FB bdk tuh,,,peh,,,
memg separa sedar apew aq bwt td,,nak kata tgh high mmg x ar kan,,,tp xtaw ar,,,mule2 mase aq terpikir sal apew yg penah jdik kat aq,,,apew yg aq penah lalui,,,aq rse happy ar,,,sbb aq pernah tempuh saat2 keseronokkan tahap gabann tuh,,,hahaha,,,tp biler dh terpikir psl apew yg dh jdik pd akhir nyer,,,
peh bapak ar sumpah rse sedih pown adew,,,mnyesal pown adew,,,hmmm,,,,tp xtaw ar kenapa tetibe,,satu2 aq flashback,,,balek,,,mmg perit gak,,,terngiang kenangan2 dlu,,,teringat wajah kegembiraan,,,teringat saat2 hitam tuh,,,peh,,,sedeyh doh,,,series aq benci giler biler terpikir balek benda2 cmtuh,,,even benda2 cmtuh ar yg bnyk mngajar aq soal idop,,,benda2 cmtuh yg buat kan aq berfikir lebeyh matang,,,tp sumpah ar aq xsuke kot bler tetibe tringat memori2 hitam tuh,,,hmmm,,
rse mcm nak pusing balek mse n kembali kew zaman tuh,,,n ubah balek benda2 tuh semua,,,
tp yg sebenarnya aq rindu kan stiap saat2 happy dlu,,,bkn zaman2 sekolah jer ar,,,zaman dh masuk U nie pown yer gak,,,hehehe,,,tp yg buat aq benci giler,,,bler terpikir saat hitam zaman2 dlu,,,saat2 kena dumped kt U nie,,,hahaha,,,mmg sumpah benci giler bler pk balek,,,aq benci bler terpikir cmtuh sbb aq terasa mcm betapa loser nyer aq nie sbnar nyer,,,n betapa hipokrit aq nie sbnar nyer,,,sbb lebeyh sanggup berpura like nothing happens to myself,,hahaha,,what a loser rite ???
damn,,,i Hate myself  !!!!