Thursday, March 31, 2011

The Farewell of Summer Romance - Oh ! Chentaku

We're dying for the night; the stars are waiting for us, tingling in our eyes, to stroke the heat of the action way away beyond expectations
Appealing, charming, you are, please stay with me, and let's do this together everlastingly
Don't kill the frame of mind, don't start going back, I'm yours and you're mine, we belong to each other forever,
Darling don't leave now, this is my summer romance, for us, when sun shines bright in the morning, let's wait for that

Are you with me?
We went through the hardest and we made it, yeah we've made it, so far

Goodbye, goodbye, don't make it thrice
Goodbye, goodbye, it's okay, it's alright, fine well have it your way,
What do I do, when my summer is wholly unfilled and empty?
I want to go home, be right beside you, kiss your lips, and embrace those cute pink braces

To save me, from where I came from, it was dark and still, I'm so scared
Correct me when I'm wrong, you've been my true inspiration, I've changed for good, and it's all because of you

Infection of the love disease is more than I could ever imagine, the city smoke his pride and the beach water it clearly
Are you with me?
We went through the hardest and we made it, yeah we've made it, so far

If you want me, wait till the time comes,
I'm saving myself for you; love is more than just sex
Well I do want you, and I'll wait till the time comes
I'm saving myself for you; I heart you so much 

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

counting days !!!!

yaaa....me now counting days for my final exam....hahaha
can't wait for the holiday...
tp cuak pon ada gak....hahahaha...sbb aq nie bnyk subjek yg aq xberapa nak paham sgt...hahaha
so ape pon still chillax cm selalu....nnt ape yg kuar time exam...aq hadap jer lar...hahahaha...balun jer...haha
I got around 1 month for study harder and harder...to make sure that I will get a good pointer...for this semester...hahaha...so wish me luck guys !!!!

Monday, March 28, 2011

mind your own business !!!!

fuck off lar wei...xboley ke korg buat hal korg sendiri????
xperlu nak menyibuk buat cerita org sana sini...buruk kan org sana sini....
ape yg korang dapat lar sial????
klu ada xpuas hati ker ape...juz dtg jumpe aq terus....face to face cakap elok...
xperlu nak buat cerita nak buruk2 kan nama aq....
tp pelik jugak lar...apa lar salah aq kat korang sampai sesedap mulut nak buat cerita psal aq???
ada aq kacau burit atau konek korang ke sial????
motherfucker !!!!
seriously aq xkan amek tau langsung klu benda xde kaitan dgn diri aq...tp once kena kat aq...
memang aq melenting....
aq bagitau awal2...klu ada rasa xpuas ati dgn aq...xsukedgn aq...just direct see me...face to face...and talk about it...xperlu lar nak buat2 cerita buruk pasal aq....semak sial....
sumpah fuck-off lar bdak2 cmni !!!
baek korang mati lar....idop pon jadik barua buat hape sial !!!!!bitch !!!

starlight stalker - OH ! chentaku

When I'm gone away
I hope you will be stronger, to live the rest of your life
Well don't cry baby, don't you cry for me
And I'm praying that you will find someone better

For all the consequences we've been into, and we've gone through
I love you for being appreciative and loving me with all your heart
With all your mind, with all your beautiful soul, your beautiful soul

Your bright eyes told me everything that you wanted to say to me, I've got it!
Don't quit here, don't put your head behind everyone
Please bring back all the sweet memories away from the cemetery
And leave the thoroughness behind

Loving you, it's the best thing that I can ever remember
I swear to god! You've been the one that made my life more contented
I really couldn't explain in words on how much I love you !!!

freedom !!!

hmmm....i give freedom for u...to make friends with all men....
i give u freedom to went out with anyone u want....
i give u freedom for doing what u wanna do....
i give u freedom for everything....
so hope that u happy with all that freedom i gave it to u...!!

Sunday, March 27, 2011

I've already been sober for two months !!!

arrrgghhhh...seriously shit....i've already been sober for 2 months already...
its all bcoz I think...i must changed myself...from now...
coz it would so hard if I already addicted with "it" to much....
but sometimes I really miss "it"....
but I know that things are  not legalize....here....not like amsterdam....hahahaha...
anyway I feel good when I'm sober now...its such a positive things for me to change myself...!!

Friday, March 25, 2011

Punk and Post-Punk Subcultures ; Do It Yourself !!


It's 1990 and many people say punk is dead. Others say punk is still dying. Still others say the story of rock and roll is nearly over. Such people have at least learned one thing from punk: they have adopted the same blind pessimism that caused so many bands to burn out so quickly.
Many believers of this theory often see only the superficial qualities of the subculture made visible through the mass media. The fashion and the well-publicized scandals of Sid Vicious and friends were as far as most people saw from outside the subculture. In Facing The Music edited by Simon Frith, Mary Harron reduced the meaning of punk to "the spectacle of middle-class children dressing up in a fantasy of proletarian aggression and lying desperately about their backgrounds."
Harron attributed her perceived failure of punk firstly toward the bands' misdirected hatred -- toward stars of the previous generation like the Who or Rolling Stones, toward their record companies, toward even their fans with more venom than they directed toward the government. Because they had no "real" political focus, no mass consciousness for social change, nor a single issue like Vietnam, Harron believed punk accomplished little besides reviving the British pop industry before it failed.
Harron went on to generalize that punk's "second generation" suddenly switched from "anarchy and mayhem to orthodox left-wing politics," adopting the same ideas of grass-roots networks and alternative distribution systems that the hippies had during the sixties counterculture, adding only rock hype -- rebellion and conscious exploitation of the media. She said it was only briefly that punk was able to "exploit hype while challenging it on its own ground, both through its consistent attack on the values of the music industry and by exposing to its audience how that industry worked." Then their "puritanism" was so bad for the music that "post-punk austerity" began to pall.
Harron's most amusing generalizationwas yet to come -- after simplifying the punk movement into a split into rock and pop, she implied that the two styles transcended and left behind the "punk loyalists" (hardcore?), who clung to the independent labels, the clothes, the sound and "what they saw as the ideals of 1976." In fact, Harron said, they retreated from the present, evolving to a brand of flaccid and impotent neo-hippies with vegetarian, pacifist and mystic deals. Their determinedly non-commercial musical course was described as "abrasive or dirgelike," and while they "joined the ranks of other die-hard rock conservatives," Harron went on to espouse the virtues of disco.
It is clear that Harron merely took a glimpse of the smoke from the forest fires sparked by punk. Underneath the smoke was a whole new opportunity for kids to become active in a culture they could call their own, instead of being force-fed with highly consumeristic advertising of dry commercial culture.
When the superstars of punk dissolved into the corporate rock world, commercial media like Rolling Stone hailed the Sex Pistols and The Clash as the only legitimate icons of punk, and assumed the same thing happened to the whole subculture when members of the respective bands went on to more commercial dance- club success in the form of Public Image Ltd. and Big Audio Dynamite. This is not true. Nor is the other view accurate; that the punk subculture stagnated into a musically conservative, politically passe state of nostalgia.

dasar MULUIT LONGKANG !!!!

haiiisshhhh....mulut org memang susah nak tutup rite???
xley nak buat ape2 lar...sometimes I wish that I got a power to shut their stinky mouth...
but I realize all is just a dream that will never come true....
so I just ignore what people say to me....fuck-off lar wei....!!!

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

This I Promise YOU !!!!

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes
Each loving day
I know this feeling won't go away
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day
I know this feeling won't go away
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you

I promise you..

FB deactivated !!!

yaa...seriously I'm not lying...
that I already deactivated my facebook account...
its all after a lot of misunderstanding between me and her....
so I choose to deactivated my facebook account...
just to make sure that after this our relationship can be better and better...
hahaha...so after this there's no more FB for me....
I will use my blog to share my story or any knowledge that I know with all of you friends....hahaha...
actually I feel much better after I deactivated my FB account...
hahahahaha,,,coz...it seems like my relationship with her move smoothly without any misunderstanding anymore...
hahahaha....I do all this just for her...coz I don't want to hurt her heart anymore..
so now let's rockin' and head baggin'...hahaha...(tanda-tanda boley bersuka ria seperti biasa)

HOPE !!!

yaaa....hope...
I hope after all the bad things happen between me and you will not happen again and again....
I hope that what I do can make you believe that how much I love you...
I hope that you can give me a lot more of hint if I make mistakes....
I hope that I will be a great man for you...
I hope that you will always be with me whether I'm happy or sad....
last but not least...
I hope that you will not cheat me....
that's all (^_^)....
PEACE...LOVE...HARMONY !!!

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Mr.Brightside - The Killers !!

I'm coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside

I’m coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibi
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside

I never...
I never...
I never...

_|_ !!!

dh tak suka tuh cakap lar sial...
aq bley lar lepaskan ko...
tak payah nak lepas2 geram kat mana2 !!!
nak lepas tension ape sume bagai....
fuck-off lar wei....klu aq nie beban kat ko...cakap....
aq pon xsuke org anggap aq sebagai beban....!!!


Sunday, March 20, 2011

hard to explain !!!

arrrgggghhhh...tak faham lar aq...kenapa lar pasal benda kecik pon mau besar2???
ego sgt ke aq nie ???
but come on lar....kalau xlarat tggu aq???gtau lar wei....
aq pon xde nak paksa2 ko tggu2 aq punye lar...
tak payah nak sindir2 aq...biler aq sindir balek...tau ko terasa balek...
nak ungkit sume benda bagai....
biler aq dah start melenting...karang laen plak jadik nye...
bukan aq saja2 nak buat ko tggu aq lama...tp mcm lar aq xde bagitau aq tgh maen gitar...
tp takpe lah sbb malas nak crita panjang2 malas nak pikir bnyk...
aq mintak maaf lar....klu aq yg salah...buat ko tggu aq kan???
lepas nie mmg aq xmntak ko tgu aq...xmntak ape2 dh dr ko...
xkata ape2 dh dkt ko....oke????
xde ar nanti ko nak kata cakap aq jer yg betol ko xpenah betol...ko sentiasa salah...
puas hati ko?????

Thursday, March 17, 2011

motherfucker lar wei !!!!

_|_ fuck off lar wei....
sesuka hati nak buat crita pasal org nak tuduh2...
ko sapa lar sial....xtau ape2...jgn ikut sedap tekak ko jer nak buat crita psl org...
hey xde masa lar sial aq nak ajak org ramai...kutuk2 kawan2 ko...
klu masalah nye...dh org ramai2 pon ley nampak ngn mata sendiri...
aq xkisah ape korang nak pikir sbnar nye....
tp yg jadik kisah sbb benda tuh ade kaitan dgn aq....
so selagi benda nie xbesar...xyah lar nak besar2kan...
sbb aq still bley bersabar....klu aq dh hilang sabar...jgn menyesal....
sendiri mau pikir lar kan???
apehal wujud golongan barua nie...suke sgt buat crita...
nak kata xmatang ag...umo masing2 dh bley jdik mak org....tp otak maseh mcm2 bdk2 sekolah rendah...
eh fuck-off lar....!!!
buat hal sendiri...n xbuat cerita pasal org xboley???
klu diri korang tuh perfect smpai xpenah langsung kutuk2 org...xpe gak lar sial....
such a motherfucka !!!

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Asthmara - Oh Chentaku !!!

Empty heart, rolling roller coaster ride,
this is how I wreck myself inside,
I am tired of being myself,
I am tired of being someone else,
and i am tired of being here,
Shake the bottle, twist the cap, smash it hard,
to the ground, hit the mud and cut your ears,
See how it turns in a different way,
none alike you thought it should be

And we swim to the shore, days come and go,
I'll love you, you will love me,
that's all that we need, f**k off everything,
We believe in jealousy,
I can live but I wish I could die,
Not yet

First, I said I've got nothing to live for,
she said, "No."
But then, i asked her what that I've got to live for,
she said, "No, you're wrong."
I am running backward hoping for somebody
to catch me before I fall down, before i drown

Sayang,
I am coming home tonight,
we will let go everything,
just to see how it turns better tomorrow,
See i wonder how it could be anything stupid
or harder than this