hey guys....okay entry kali tiada kena mengena dgn politik duniawi mahupun kisah2 rebel aku memaki hamun melepaskan kemarahan...hehehe...entry kali aku buat khas utk someone that really special for me -FATYNN ASSHIELA- ..... (tu haa gmbr dia kt atas..see see =)...comelkan beliau ? hehehe)...
okay berbalik pd tajuk utama..." I just want you to know ?? " to know what ?? haa inilah yg aku beritahu...dengan harapan FATYNN ASSHIELA sudi membaca entry nie...tu pun kalau dia nak tahu la what I'm trying to say to her =) ...hahahaha...okay let's get start it =) ...
okay berbalik pd tajuk utama..." I just want you to know ?? " to know what ?? haa inilah yg aku beritahu...dengan harapan FATYNN ASSHIELA sudi membaca entry nie...tu pun kalau dia nak tahu la what I'm trying to say to her =) ...hahahaha...okay let's get start it =) ...
- first of all , Fatynn..err...(ahh biar cakap cara biasa laa..tak reti lak nk berbahasa puitis2 nie)....I just want you to know after almost 6 to 7 years we have been a friends....sy rsa sgt selesa plus senang everytime I've been with you...feel like I'm free from my problems....awak dh mcm ubat penenang sy...di mana stiap kli you're with me...I feel so relax plus rsa senang jee..(even awk kuat beleter sekalipun sy rsa selesa je bila sy dgn awk)..hehehe
- next....I just want you to know that every single day of my life...I always hope and wish that you will open your heart for me =)...even sy pnh terkecewa sikit dgn awk..sikit pun tak pernah mnjdi alasan utk sy brhenti berharap utk memiliki awak,Fatynn =)
- yg ketiga...I know that its so hard for you to accept someone like me...means..seorg lelaki yg tak berapa nk kacak mcm sy nie...lelaki yg dh terlalu rapat dgn awak utk satu tmpoh yg lma...and etc. ...tp tak kisah lee apa pun reasons nye...I just want you to know that I'll waitin' for you.. =) ..even I've to forget about another girl... =)
- I want you know this where...you're everything for me...I don't know why I can't throw out my feelings towards you...I've fall in love with you everytime I've met you or I've saw your picture...even though there's a lot girl out there willing to have a relationship with me..I never want it...because I don't want to have a relationship with someone else..but my heart are deeply in love with you...I don't wanna be a hypocrites person..so I've decide to not make love with anyone unless you , FATYNN ASSHIELA..
- last but not least...I want you to know that I've been so kind with you because for me you deserve to be treat kindly like that..I've so caring about you because (bkn sbb sy nie brado2 atau sbb sifat abg2 ke apa) because I think that sy ad tanggungjwb utk mnjga awk...mcm mna rsa tggungjawab tu blh wujud..? ia wujud krn sy takmahu apa2 yg buruk brlaku pd seseorg yg sayang amat syg...selain itu sy jgk ingin mengaku yg sy sgt jealous bila awk brsma dgn lelaki lain...bkn skdar jealous..takut pun ada jgk..takut awk diapa-apakan..sy jgk mengaku yg saya smpi harini msih bengang gila babi dgn semua bekas EX-boyfie awk...yg mana rata2 membuat awk sakit hati...sedih bagai..kdg2 bla sy thu kish awk dgn ex awk..dia bt mcm nie mcm nie...I feel like I wanna meet that guy then kasi hentam dia..sbb dia dh sia2kan perasaan syg awk..dan dh mengecewakan awk...
okay cukup sampai situ walaupun pada hakikat nye masih bnyk benda lagi yg saya nk awak tahu =)...hehehe...apa-apa pun saya mohon maaf sekiranya entry nie bt awak tak selesa atau feel very annoying...tkda niat pun nk bt awak ada rasa2 kurg senang mcm tu...tujuan sy buat hnya atas satu sebab yg mana...sy dah lama menunggu jwpan dari awak....so lagi sekali saya tanya....." Fatynn Asshiela....would you willing to be mine ? and be the princess of my mind ? "